The love of my life.

"Whatever is it I will not leave you in any situation, you are my wife..I promise" Do you still remember this sentence sayang? Yes, you give it to me. It bring a little tears to my eyes after i read this. That's so sweet of you, but how i wish it could be true. I'm getting so scared now. I'm so scared of loosing you and i don't want that to happen. I get you so hard in my life with a lot of sumption i have to go through. To get you in my life wasn't easy, i have to break every little walls. Eventhough they are little but they are hard..eventhough it seems easy but i die a little everyday inside. Eventhough the walls seems mild but it lacerated my heart everytime. "Sayang I will always be with you In your heart, I love you my wife" And not to be forgotten this sentence that always give me hope to stay strong and to struggle in this life. I still read our old conversation honey. "Sayang I really want to spend my life with you as my wife" the word 'wife' always brighten my day and always make me smile after read this. I also want to spend my life with you. "There's no any other girl that is superb caring and loving than you" like seriously? i will try my best to treat you like a king. You have already be my king and now i'm just practicing to treat you more than a king honey. "You are the only one that have created for me" exactly sayang ! iloveyousomuch honey. I hope you fulfill all your promises . I hope you will stay with me forever darling. Iloveyousomuch :')

Forever you and only you :)

  You're the one that makes me smile when i want to cry ,
                                                    And you are everything I want and more ,
                                                    I love you with all my heart ,
                                                    And everytime i see you or get a text from you ,
                                                    My face lights up. How do I tell you ,
                                                    You make me this way ? I LOVE YOU. 

Sayang,i miss you so much. You light up my world you make it brighter than it was . Everything has change. My life's getting better and i hope it always will. Iloveyou more and more eveyrday. I don't know how should i tell it to you but i seriously have and will always love you. No matter what you do, no matter how much you hurt me, no matter how many tear drops are there, no matter how loud you scold me but i don't mind, i will come back thousand time. I love you like wife love her husband, i love you like a mother love her child, and yes i love you more than you do. I will always choose you in my life no matter in what situation i'm standing at. Iloveyousomuch !

A Jar Of Love :)

Finally ! we talked..yes we talked ! and that sweet moment when you put on a watch on my wrist. I thought it was a sweet dream from you but no ! it's a reality. I can't sleep that night and simply put on a smile on my face and suddenly think how could this happened? Like seriously, i felt like i was in the other world.

 There's always an entry in my heart and once you've step into it no matter what happened there will be no exist. You might lost but trust me , you'll be serve with a lot of happiness prince charming ! Iloveyousomuch ! It's more cute when you smile and the way you look into my eyes i just getting mad over you again and again. Seriously, i'am so lucky to have you..i'm lucky to be with you while everyone else could just sit around and says "what's going on with both of them?" Those little talks of you are still in my mind. Those smile that never fade on your face ! yes i still can remind it. And the voice of yours is still there in my mind. Tell the world that we finally got it all right..i choose you my love ! Iloveyousomuch !

A JAR OF LOVE THAT WILL NEVER FADE :) Forever Love Yusri :p

Take care my little prince :')

Goodnight sayang :'( I miss you. I waited for you one whole day honey
. Sayang, there are so many question in my mind. Hopefully everything's are doing good. Sayang i loveyousomuch. Takecare sayang. I will wait for you everyday. I can't wait for school to open. I can't wait to see your face. I'm missing you like a person that don't have path, i keep reading our old conversation but it doesn't work to make me smile. I don't care if it can make me smile or not,  i just want you to be safe and fine. My dua's are always with you sayang. You used to give me advices, you always told me to pray early , you always told me to go and eat early and don't forget to study. Sayang, i seriously missing you badly. Sayang ! I just nak ingatkan jangan bawak motor laju. And your advices are always in my head, i will always remember and follow my prince charming's advices. Sayang, i don't know where are you and what are you doing but all i want is your protection. I want my prince to be in a safety place. I can't sleep..i can't eat..i keep thinking about you :'( Sayang..iloveyousomuch ! And as if can, please take care of my heart..our heart..Imissyousomuch sayang !

I ♥ Muhammad Yusri ♥

I can't think of anything else but you. I keep on waiting all day for you. I stay-up all night just wanted to read our old conversation. I'm awake, i can't sleep at night because you are always in my mind. Almost gonna be 5 months for our relationship. I still can remember the day when we first met-up. I still can remember the day when you start talking with me. I remember everything honey everything. And the most important thing is i remember your birthday date ^_^ Can't wait for your birthday. There are so many gift for you and i wouldn't let you know . The question "Are you okay?" can't be removed. Seriously, i'm tired :( I can't stop thinking about you. I miss you so much ! I need you ! Where are you? How i wish i could see your face right now.

Yeayy ! I got my charming prince picture with me. Iloveyousomuch ! I trust you honey. How i could ever describe you? You're the best prince ever in my life ! You make me something from nothing ! You always brighten up my day. You always make me laugh and smile ! Iloveyoutoomuch ! I'am so lucky to have you. I will always pray for you. I never forget to pray for you, you will always be in my heart. Always sayang always. Takecare and iloveyou :* <3.

This one is a luck !

I miss you so much ! Waited for you one whole day today, but Unfortunately, you didn't online. I'm going through the most of stress this week,with so many sumption . I wonder if you can feel my longing against you. I'm so tired thinking of you and now i'm feeling so restless. So far away but i just need you here. I'm still here reading our old conversation and smiling alone. I don't know if you miss me but the way I'm missing you is just too much. Almost been more than 5 hours I'm thinking what to write and suddenly something just crossed my mind and I've make a decision to write that something on this blog. Wanna hear it? That something is "I miss Muhammad Yusri and i love him so so so much !" it only took 2 second for me to wrote that 'love' sentence. Sayang, i seriously wanna say sorry to you. I'm sorry if i've ever hurted you or spoil your mood or ruined your life or anything else. I didn't mean to do something that you never thought and as if i really have done something than can make you feel bad than please forgive me. Someone's anguish a lot more risky than someone's tears. Tears can be wiped while anguish last forever. I never knew i will wrote this but i know what i'm writing. Like seriously, i love you and i don't want to make you feel bad against me. I know you love me and you don't doubt upon me but i know you wonder sometimes. Do you still remember there was a day when you tell me "I always hurt you" no honey ! You've got it all wrong in fact it is wrong. To be honest, you never hurt or bring any tears into my life. Okay fine ! You did bring some tears into my life, but it was a happiness tears. I will always pray for your triumph and i know someday you will achieve triumph in your life. I don't know where will destiny bring me or us but my dua's are just i hope i will be with you forevermore. I don't want to leave you, and i don't want to live without you because i loveyousomuch. I will always want your triumph. It's already 12:00 midnight and i guess i can't sleep because my honey pop into my head. Iloveyousayang ! Takecare my love ! Be with me forevermore my little cute charming prince.

My little prince charming !

Look at the time now ! It's already 11:23 and tomorrow's school and i'm still here on my blogger writing about you. No matter how hard i try to not think about you, but trust me i can't get you off my mind. Hye sayang ! I don't like you get so upset like today. Sayang you get number 3 in class and it's not that bad in fact it is not bad at all. Sayang ! Life always offered second chance to us , try your best and i know you can do it ! We can always chase the sun, it means you can do it ! Chances are everywhere honey <3 I keep on thinking about you. Aihhh ! I haven't do anything yet..i'm so busy writing this blog for you..Sayang ! I know sometimes, we are more like strangers but..hmm..i can't go a day without you. My heart a little bit lacerated when i see you upset. Don't get 'over stress' for those small matters. It's not good..it can spoil your mood as well. Like just now, you don't even wanna talk with me :( and i feel so bad about it until i can't sleep and keep thinking about what just happened today. Hmm, it'sokay sayang ! I'm good as long as you're happy and fine. Iloveyousomuch my prince charming ! Goodnight, takecare of yourself ! Don't give-up easily. Just open up the door and happiness are waiting for you. A better life is waiting for you heartie <3

IloveMyPrinceCharming :)

You take those letters with you :( Sayang..don't read those letters please,please,please,pleaseee? Know what? I'm feeling so..so..so lost and airless here. Btw, you can keep those letter with you because there are 3 more letters left with me and i surely not gonna keep it in the bag again :p You only got the 'basic letters' but the 'formula letters' are with me. Aha ! You won't ever get those formula letters . Don't expect to get the 3 more letters because i'll make sure it won't reach to your hand. I still can remember when you got those letters with you and you were trying to waved me with those letters. Elehh, baru dapat 2 surat je..Sayang..you're the best for me ! Iloveyou not because of your wealth ..iloveyou for who you are and what you are. We've been in all kind of situation and Alhamdulilah you're still with me. Hope, this time my prince will stay forever with me. Tell me, how should i thanked you? How should i thanked you for the happiness that you've given to me? How should i thanked you for all the sweet memories that you've left here with me? How should i thanked you for persuasion that you've done before this? I'm so lucky to have you ! I think you're good enough for me..and honestly i love you with all my heart ! I know i do the things that can makes you feel like i don't care or don't love you but trust me you're my world. After all , i love my PRINCE CHARMING <3 <3 Sayang, my credence against you is so strong. It is stronger than you thought. I'm so in love with you my Sweetheart :D

My prince ! :)

I found my prince not in dreams but it's in a reality. My prince is 100 times more good than the other prince in the cartoons. I found my charming prince somewhere from a fairytale world. My prince always treat me right and never hurt me and he will never hurt me. My prince always tells me like this "Take care of yourself" . But prince ! You have to do the same too. But i think, my prince will always listen to me..won't you? You was looking so charming  when you were reciting dua's  in-front of everybody ! I was so fatigue during the assembly but you saved me ! Yes prince , you saved me ! Ohh well yaa ! I'am so proud of having a prince like you. Want to know a big fact about me? I always peek you during the assembly but it's you didn't noticed that i peek you everytime :( Iloveyousomuch .

Just for you sayang :-)

Today was the most sweetest moment of my life . I just love to stared at you for a long time honey. And I'm not scrounge for you to do the same I just want you to understand me. And if cannot then it's okay but you can take a good care of my heart right? Hye honey ! Do you still remember you got told me "I'm in you"? Yes sayang  ! You surely are into me . You're deep inside my heart. Iloveyousomuch. I currently thinking of you and i might die inside because I need to talk with you so badly ! You got every right to scold me sayang . I love you so much and miss you as well. Take care okay. And yes for a reminder jangan bawak motor laju sangat. Bawak speed smpai 20 je tau sayang  ! Muahhhhh. Iloveyousomuch.