"I love you yesterday , I love you Still , I always have , I always Will" You are my Prince Charming, you are every fairytale dream of mine come true. And not even that I will stop at nothing to make you happy and fill your life with beauty and joy. You put a smile on my face and make any pain and gloom vanish . Seriously. And the most amazing thing is You made my life beautiful :)
♥ I'm reminiscing thinking about us laughing and smiling together. The time that i've spent with you was the most amazing moment of my life ever. Although it was A hectic day but i think i had a lot of fun sits beside you, stare at you, overthinks about you while talk to my own self "he's so perfect. I'am so lucky to have a guy like him" I don't need anything i just need you with me. I just want to spend my whole life with you. I just want you to know it's you I'm missing and i'm pretending to be alright but actually no ! i'm not alright without you. I'm reminiscing about our sweet memories and smiling all alone in this room. I enjoy every single moment with you. The good, the bad, the beautiful, the inspiring, the not-so-glamorous moment and i thank The Almighty through it all. And not even that, when i look at you I see a lot of things example like : my best friend, my boyfriend, my secret holder, my tear stopper and MY FUTURE ♥ Sometimes i feel like you're so much more than my boyfriend. You're the person I need to talk to when I've had a bad day, the one person I can rely on not to judge me. You're my rock, my sweetheart, and My BestFriend ♥
It's almost gonna be one week we didn't talk nor see each other face. This is for temporary i guess. Hopefully, everything be back to normal. I'm waiting for you to message me it's like everytime i open facebook and got a notification or messages from you my face light up ! There are so many Obstacle out there and both of us have to go through all this Obstacle. Whenever i miss you, i visit your profile again and again. I hope we can go through every obstacle without complaining. My life could be much more easier with you. 
Feeling like doing nothing without you. Feel like want to cry everyday without you. You're the sun that shine in the morning. You're the star that sparks at night. You're the moon that give light to others. So like that you shine-up my world. My world would have drowned if you didn't came by that day. My whole life changed since 28/11/13. You came into my life and make everything back to normal. Sayang, you're the reason why i smile alone all day. It's me missing you in this long distance. My days are incomplete without you. You're my PRINCE CHARMING and i've found my prince charming in my real life. I thought prince was never exist but no ! i was wrong..they do exist. And you're the most handsome prince in my world. No one could ever replace my prince. My prince is the best prince ever. I love you, You're my sky and i could be your cloud . Aww :) sayang ! you know that i love you right? believe it or not i always think about you. And not even that sometimes i talk to myself alone. Sayang i could be crazy without you because my days go out like doing nothing without you. I don't know how to prove it to you that i love you but seriously YOU'RE MY WHOLE WORLD. Your smile can change my mood and that's why i'm loving your smile. I'm so in love with your voice,smile,style and many more. My love, have you ever thought how am i surviving without you? It's already 12:06 AM and i don't know why am i still waiting for you even though i know you're not coming. But maybe just maybe in my dreams. Should've sleep now because it's already midnight but i'm just missing you that much til whenever i close my eyes , your face appear in front of my eyes. I found a place to share my happiness, i found a place to share all my love , i found a place to fight and play with someone and that is you SAYANG :) I have your heart and i'll make sure to place it in to a very safety place. I'm so worry if it gets scratch . I'm taking care of your heart like a diamond or maybe more than a diamond. I'm writing on this blog while reading our 'old conversation'. It's so weird how a simple friend can mean the whole world to me like you do. I will be happily ever after with you. I feel like i'm living on a fairytale world. Goodnight sayang...it's no longer a night it's a midnight now my love :) Iloveyou honey. Takecare.
Sayangggg ! I miss you so much til i can't close my eyes. I miss you so much. Honestly, i can't go a day without looking at you. You're all i need to be with me forevermore. I can't sleep at night, i keep on thinks about you. Sayang, i just wanted to say that I'm sorry if i've ever hurted you. Iloveyousomuch ! I don't want you to leave me because I'm so in love with you til i can't sleep at night and can't do work in the morning. I can't wait to see your face . I'm so excited for school to open so that i can stare at you for hours and talk to you and smile together with you and laugh with you and many more. The memories that you've given to me can't be delete. I'm missing you sayang. Ilove you ! I need you ! I want to hear your voice ! My love, takecare of your health please. You're just that amazing til i keep staring at your pictures. Iloveyou for once again :* :* 
Do you still remember this? Yes, you give this to me and it is so nice. I still remember the day you give this to me. It is so beautiful until i sleep with this thing every night. The things you have wrote on to it are meaningful but you don't have to say sorry because you're not sorry. All of us make mistake and that includes me too. I hurted you somehow and i know sometimes you're sad because of me but you pretend to be alright in front of me. I don't care if you tell me about my mistake because that means you really care. You got every right to scold me, and i won't cry. Seriously. It's been quite a long time i didn't wrote anything on the blog but today i'm writing it for you. I love you and i always will love you. I smile because of you :)
"Whatever is it I will not leave you in any situation, you are my wife..I promise" Do you still remember this sentence sayang? Yes, you give it to me. It bring a little tears to my eyes after i read this. That's so sweet of you, but how i wish it could be true. I'm getting so scared now. I'm so scared of loosing you and i don't want that to happen. I get you so hard in my life with a lot of sumption i have to go through. To get you in my life wasn't easy, i have to break every little walls. Eventhough they are little but they are hard..eventhough it seems easy but i die a little everyday inside. Eventhough the walls seems mild but it lacerated my heart everytime. "Sayang I will always be with you In your heart, I love you my wife" And not to be forgotten this sentence that always give me hope to stay strong and to struggle in this life. I still read our old conversation honey. "Sayang I really want to spend my life with you as my wife" the word 'wife' always brighten my day and always make me smile after read this. I also want to spend my life with you. "There's no any other girl that is superb caring and loving than you" like seriously? i will try my best to treat you like a king. You have already be my king and now i'm just practicing to treat you more than a king honey. "You are the only one that have created for me" exactly sayang ! iloveyousomuch honey. I hope you fulfill all your promises . I hope you will stay with me forever darling. Iloveyousomuch :')
Finally ! we talked..yes we talked ! and that sweet moment when you put on a watch on my wrist. I thought it was a sweet dream from you but no ! it's a reality. I can't sleep that night and simply put on a smile on my face and suddenly think how could this happened? Like seriously, i felt like i was in the other world. 
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| A JAR OF LOVE THAT WILL NEVER FADE :) Forever Love Yusri :p |
Goodnight sayang :'( I miss you. I waited for you one whole day honeyI can't think of anything else but you. I keep on waiting all day for you. I stay-up all night just wanted to read our old conversation. I'm awake, i can't sleep at night because you are always in my mind. Almost gonna be 5 months for our relationship. I still can remember the day when we first met-up. I still can remember the day when you start talking with me. I remember everything honey everything. And the most important thing is i remember your birthday date ^_^ Can't wait for your birthday. There are so many gift for you and i wouldn't let you know . The question "Are you okay?" can't be removed. Seriously, i'm tired :( I can't stop thinking about you. I miss you so much ! I need you ! Where are you? How i wish i could see your face right now.
I miss you so much ! Waited for you one whole day today, but Unfortunately, you didn't online. I'm going through the most of stress this week,with so many sumption . I wonder if you can feel my longing against you. I'm so tired thinking of you and now i'm feeling so restless. So far away but i just need you here. I'm still here reading our old conversation and smiling alone. I don't know if you miss me but the way I'm missing you is just too much. Almost been more than 5 hours I'm thinking what to write and suddenly something just crossed my mind and I've make a decision to write that something on this blog. Wanna hear it? That something is "I miss Muhammad Yusri and i love him so so so much !" it only took 2 second for me to wrote that 'love' sentence. Sayang, i seriously wanna say sorry to you. I'm sorry if i've ever hurted you or spoil your mood or ruined your life or anything else. I didn't mean to do something that you never thought and as if i really have done something than can make you feel bad than please forgive me. Someone's anguish a lot more risky than someone's tears. Tears can be wiped while anguish last forever. I never knew i will wrote this but i know what i'm writing. Like seriously, i love you and i don't want to make you feel bad against me. I know you love me and you don't doubt upon me but i know you wonder sometimes. Do you still remember there was a day when you tell me "I always hurt you" no honey ! You've got it all wrong in fact it is wrong. To be honest, you never hurt or bring any tears into my life. Okay fine ! You did bring some tears into my life, but it was a happiness tears. I will always pray for your triumph and i know someday you will achieve triumph in your life. I don't know where will destiny bring me or us but my dua's are just i hope i will be with you forevermore. I don't want to leave you, and i don't want to live without you because i loveyousomuch. I will always want your triumph. It's already 12:00 midnight and i guess i can't sleep because my honey pop into my head. Iloveyousayang ! Takecare my love ! Be with me forevermore my little cute charming prince.
Look at the time now ! It's already 11:23 and tomorrow's school and i'm still here on my blogger writing about you. No matter how hard i try to not think about you, but trust me i can't get you off my mind. Hye sayang ! I don't like you get so upset like today. Sayang you get number 3 in class and it's not that bad in fact it is not bad at all. Sayang ! Life always offered second chance to us , try your best and i know you can do it ! We can always chase the sun, it means you can do it ! Chances are everywhere honey <3 I keep on thinking about you. Aihhh ! I haven't do anything yet..i'm so busy writing this blog for you..Sayang ! I know sometimes, we are more like strangers but..hmm..i can't go a day without you. My heart a little bit lacerated when i see you upset. Don't get 'over stress' for those small matters. It's not good..it can spoil your mood as well. Like just now, you don't even wanna talk with me :( and i feel so bad about it until i can't sleep and keep thinking about what just happened today. Hmm, it'sokay sayang ! I'm good as long as you're happy and fine. Iloveyousomuch my prince charming ! Goodnight, takecare of yourself ! Don't give-up easily. Just open up the door and happiness are waiting for you. A better life is waiting for you heartie <3
You take those letters with you :( Sayang..don't read those letters please,please,please,pleaseee? Know what? I'm feeling so..so..so lost and airless here. Btw, you can keep those letter with you because there are 3 more letters left with me and i surely not gonna keep it in the bag again :p You only got the 'basic letters' but the 'formula letters' are with me. Aha ! You won't ever get those formula letters . Don't expect to get the 3 more letters because i'll make sure it won't reach to your hand. I still can remember when you got those letters with you and you were trying to waved me with those letters. Elehh, baru dapat 2 surat je..Sayang..you're the best for me ! Iloveyou not because of your wealth ..iloveyou for who you are and what you are. We've been in all kind of situation and Alhamdulilah you're still with me. Hope, this time my prince will stay forever with me. Tell me, how should i thanked you? How should i thanked you for the happiness that you've given to me? How should i thanked you for all the sweet memories that you've left here with me? How should i thanked you for persuasion that you've done before this? I'm so lucky to have you ! I think you're good enough for me..and honestly i love you with all my heart ! I know i do the things that can makes you feel like i don't care or don't love you but trust me you're my world. After all , i love my PRINCE CHARMING <3 <3 Sayang, my credence against you is so strong. It is stronger than you thought. I'm so in love with you my Sweetheart :D
I found my prince not in dreams but it's in a reality. My prince is 100 times more good than the other prince in the cartoons. I found my charming prince somewhere from a fairytale world. My prince always treat me right and never hurt me and he will never hurt me. My prince always tells me like this "Take care of yourself" . But prince ! You have to do the same too. But i think, my prince will always listen to me..won't you? You was looking so charming when you were reciting dua's in-front of everybody ! I was so fatigue during the assembly but you saved me ! Yes prince , you saved me ! Ohh well yaa ! I'am so proud of having a prince like you. Want to know a big fact about me? I always peek you during the assembly but it's you didn't noticed that i peek you everytime :( Iloveyousomuch .
Today was the most sweetest moment of my life . I just love to stared at you for a long time honey. And I'm not scrounge for you to do the same I just want you to understand me. And if cannot then it's okay but you can take a good care of my heart right? Hye honey ! Do you still remember you got told me "I'm in you"? Yes sayang ! You surely are into me . You're deep inside my heart. Iloveyousomuch. I currently thinking of you and i might die inside because I need to talk with you so badly ! You got every right to scold me sayang . I love you so much and miss you as well. Take care okay. And yes for a reminder jangan bawak motor laju sangat. Bawak speed smpai 20 je tau sayang ! Muahhhhh. Iloveyousomuch.
I can't be so sure that you will only be mine . Short story "I have lost all the confidence in myself" i don't know why suddenly i started to feel like this but..hmm, should i let you know about this? Nahh, i don't think so i should let you know. Let's come with the some other topics ! It's already 4:03 PM and i don't know what you're doing but i'm simply sitting at the balcony looking up at the sky while hoping to get a chance to see your face again. I don't like when your 'negative thinking' arise in your brain. No doubt ! You always like to think negative and by my sake please stop it ! It just makes you overthinks. And overthinking is not that good, it can spoil your mood and day as well.
After 'have a look' at you just make me feel good. Good to know that you're okayy.I will always hope for that. I'm a little bit sad because i can't talk with you. Okay fine ! we did just now in the school but for me it was a short conversation. I was thinking about you, if you really want to know i always think about you. You don't simply said that you can't treat me like a queen. I don't like you said like that ! After all, in the end the princess will go to the prince.So that's how our story will be like. It's kinda misleading but i think so that we can make it or maybe not. Waiting for you just eliminate all the fatigue in myself. No assurance that you're only mine, it's not like i don't trust you but..it's kinda hard to explain it to you.
Sayangggggggggg! I'm back~ hihihi..today 24/3/12 was the perfect day ever ! and the gift was obviously beautiful <3 I like it so much ! Thankyou sayang..i really appreciate it..but sayang..this is first and last you bought for me a gift okayy? I don't want you to waste your money , you should keep that money and buy something that bring a lot of benefits to your self instead. Sayang..i surely gonna keep that frame and hang it on wall nicely :) Thankyousomuch once again sayang. Iloveyoustoosomuch !
I'll always be there for you, no matter in what situation you are. Either you're in good or in a bad situation. I'll try my best to help you and i will 
It all started with "hey,hi,hello" didn't expected that one day you'll be so important to me. Instead of asking me how lucky i'am ask me what i worth. Because i know what i worth. You're the most precious thing in my life. Not all can understand me , but you and only you can understand me darling. I miss you so much and it's normal because it happens every second. If i got a chance to prove how much iloveyou..one day surely i will prove it to you.You're much more worth than a diamond.
You are everything i see. Where ever i go , i only see you.Sayang you always make me happy and to be honest i'm happy with you and i'm so proud to get you in my life . I don't wanna end-up like the titanic. I love you and i don't know how should i prove it to you. I never love someone as much as i love you . I love you day by day. Hye ! Can you promise something to me? Please don't leave me okayy sayang..promise me you will always take care of your health .. promise me you'll be with me til the end of my lifetime..promise me , you'll share all your problems with me..promise it to me sayang. Iloveyoutiltheendofmylifetime :)
I'am sorry sayang ! I seriously didn't mean to said like that.It's so hard to walk or talk with you nowadays. We used to laugh,argued and smile to each other. I'm missing those valueable days. How i wish to be with you right now. I often to think about you, and if you really want to know before the school start , my eyes automatically will start to find you. And as if i've found you i'll be smiling with no reason. You didn't noticed me because you were busy with your duties. :p
Reading the old conversation make me laugh. Now i realize how close we used to be and now we have become more close than it was. To be honest, iloveyousomuch. I always tells you to takecare of your health and i wonder if you really listen to me or not. However you have to takecare of your health sayang ! No doubt, i will always love you. Where ever i go , i keep thinking about you :)
Today as usual i saw you again in the school although we didn't talk or more like we can't talk because we were on the different path but still it makes me feel good to know that you're okay. I was sleeping and suddenly you crossed my mind and now i'm missing you. I wish i can walk with you right now and stare you for hours :( But it's sad because i can't .My life is nothing without you.
I got something to tell you sayang ! Know what?I'm waiting for you and i always will. Even if you tell me for not to wait for you i will still wait for you and this time your 'threatened' won't work. I'm getting older, the world is not getting any younger, people are changing, and i want you to be with me always. I hate seeing you talking with the other girls , i get so jeleous but i don't often show that 'jeleous feelings' to you. I miss you so much :(
A little distance between us can change everything in a second. I can't keep myself of writing this but you're the most amazing person i have ever known. Trust me or not..but this is the fact. Waiting for you all day is not tiring at all. Waiting for you is a great thing in the world :) 
There are so many rumours and obstruction out there, but i ain't gonna turn back. My life is you, and i won't let this life drowned :) You mean the world to me. If i could give this world to you i have given it to you now no matter how hard to get the world. I often ask myself about your health. I want you to take care of your health. I want you to be happy always. I want you to share all your problems with me. I'm all ready to listen your problems. I'm willing to do anything just for you. I don't care if you scold me because i know there's a reason. Iloveyoumorethanyou'lleverknow :)
Sayang,i miss you so much. You light up my world you make it brighter than it was . Everything has change. My life's getting better and i hope it always will. Iloveyou more and more eveyrday. I don't know how should i tell it to you but i seriously have and will always love you. No matter what you do, no matter how much you hurt me, no matter how many tear drops are there, no matter how loud you scold me but i don't mind, i will come back thousand time. I love you like wife love her husband, i love you like a mother love her child, and yes i love you more than you do. I will always choose you in my life no matter in what situation i'm standing at. Iloveyousomuch ! 
